how can u ask ur loved one to GET LOST?
im in a lot of pain...
i need a shoulder to cry
i need to hug u
and i want u to tell me everythings gon b ok...

how does it feel to fall?
i wana know the exact feeling.
im sick
im tired
exhausted
the world has drained all my energies away.

i only wan peace

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::

im overjoyed - the guys and the girls won 3rd in IVP
i feel like our efforts were finally paid off
after our thorough training and stuff
we finally got top 3 placings!
girls created HISTORY!!! whooohooo...

i juz came back from a drink w him and friends
i feel so tired, need a gd sleep...
im feelin sooo happy and we're gon celebrate tomorrow~

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::

hear those cries - mock those lies
wipe the tears - clear the fears

i'll hide it all up
and never let u see

i know the truth
the truth in those lies

if u insist, i'll juz be deceived...

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::

wow... its been more than 2 months since i've last written anything
life's been totally bitchy to me!
work really sucks, im dead tired man...
i've never had the time in the last 2 mths to sit and write abt my life

and as usual, i surely hv some big shit news to crap about since im here

we've broken up.
yea, whatever sobs and agony im gon get...
but what the hell, its over...

todays the really crucial day coz it's the 16th!!!
1 yr ago, we fell madly in love with each other
1 yr later, things hv come to a standstill.
whats life really about?

and then the question again,
whats love really about?

u go on a high note, fly around
and then crash to the ground, bruised? and shattered?

life is a question,
love is a mystery
and everything else juz sucks

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::

the end of the week has finally arrived...
although i still hv to work tomorrow at 8.30!
alas, its gd o' friday~! =)
theres nothing really much goin on now...
apart from detesting work coz workload's overwhelming...
got to meet 10 completed forms a day-
thats abit too much, met 8 today... thats superb alrite!

btw, its friday the 13th!!! *freakout*

im waiting for baby now..
erghz, he takes centuries to reach...
i dun understand why girls cant have their trials today!
its so weird, biase.. unfair..
we got to drag it till next week!!
and today's specially for the big macho men!
sighz... next week then~

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::

im certain u'd like to know if im still alive...
well, im strugglin really hard just to breathe!
ha, well, TEP is so stressful~!!
it kills all the cells in u man!
i really never expected this...
i always thought it'd b a slackin time
where i could do anything i like.....
but now, i realise otherwise!!! geez.

oh well, its an eye-opener i guess~
call centre call centre.. watever...

just got back from trials..
yea, we conducted the long awaited trials...
the response was really good.. especially for the guys'..
plssss... give me some really gd girls.....

btw, the club crawl was a huge success!!! :)
yay, baby and i did it man!!!
we recruited 200 over ppl, cool ehz...
and we were actually so paranoid about it days before...

thats it for now, c ya soon~!! *huGz* to pull me through this 6 long draggy months...

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::

erghz! school starts tomorrow...
and im havin damndamn TEP-attachment.
sux man, its gon last for 6 whole months,
there goes my nov and dec.... !!!
whatever... lets just hope i'll pull through it fine...

i've been troubled lately since he told me 'God's lost'
i hope you'll tell me whats happenin.. soon..
think its gon b a stressful week
as club crawl begins this wed~!
preparations & all that crap will just tire us down...
and then, the recruitment, the trials will go on for another week

pray we won't forget to smile at the end of the day...
and hv a lil time left to snuggle up...

::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::