tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30303882011-04-21T16:53:52.031-07:00sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-64259422001-10-17T22:21:00.000-07:002001-10-17T22:21:49.060-07:00how can u ask ur loved one to GET LOST? <br />im in a lot of pain... <br />i need a shoulder to cry <br />i need to hug u <br />and i want u to tell me everythings gon b ok... <br /> <br />how does it feel to fall? <br />i wana know the exact feeling. <br />im sick <br />im tired <br />exhausted <br />the world has drained all my energies away. <br /> <br />i only wan peace <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-6425942?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-61554402001-10-06T12:37:00.000-07:002001-10-06T12:37:01.460-07:00im overjoyed - the guys and the girls won 3rd in IVP <br />i feel like our efforts were finally paid off <br />after our thorough training and stuff <br />we finally got top 3 placings! <br />girls created HISTORY!!! whooohooo... <br /> <br />i juz came back from a drink w him and friends <br />i feel so tired, need a gd sleep... <br />im feelin sooo happy and we're gon celebrate tomorrow~ <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-6155440?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-59954852001-09-29T09:32:00.000-07:002001-09-29T09:32:26.100-07:00hear those cries - mock those lies <br />wipe the tears - clear the fears <br /> <br />i'll hide it all up <br />and never let u see <br /> <br />i know the truth <br />the truth in those lies <br /> <br />if u insist, i'll juz be deceived... <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-5995485?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-57181452001-09-16T06:45:00.000-07:002001-09-16T06:45:52.780-07:00wow... its been more than 2 months since i've last written anything <br />life's been totally bitchy to me! <br />work really sucks, im dead tired man... <br />i've never had the time in the last 2 mths to sit and write abt my life <br /> <br />and as usual, i surely hv some big shit news to crap about since im here <br /> <br />we've broken up. <br />yea, whatever sobs and agony im gon get... <br />but what the hell, its over... <br /> <br />todays the really crucial day coz it's the 16th!!! <br />1 yr ago, we fell madly in love with each other <br />1 yr later, things hv come to a standstill. <br />whats life really about? <br /> <br />and then the question again, <br />whats love really about? <br /> <br />u go on a high note, fly around <br />and then crash to the ground, bruised? and shattered? <br /> <br />life is a question, <br />love is a mystery <br />and everything else juz sucks <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-5718145?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-45182362001-07-13T02:33:00.000-07:002001-07-13T02:33:22.263-07:00<a href="http://"></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln"></a>the end of the week has finally arrived... <br />although i still hv to work tomorrow at 8.30! <br />alas, its gd o' friday~! =) <br />theres nothing really much goin on now... <br />apart from detesting work coz workload's overwhelming... <br />got to meet 10 completed forms a day- <br />thats abit too much, met 8 today... thats superb alrite! <br /> <br />btw, its friday the 13th!!! *freakout* <br /> <br />im waiting for baby now.. <br />erghz, he takes centuries to reach... <br />i dun understand why girls cant have their trials today! <br />its so weird, biase.. unfair.. <br />we got to drag it till next week!! <br />and today's specially for the big macho men! <br />sighz... next week then~ <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-4518236?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-44514492001-07-09T09:03:00.000-07:002001-07-09T09:03:30.766-07:00im certain u'd like to know if im still alive... <br />well, im strugglin really hard just to breathe! <br />ha, well, TEP is so stressful~!! <br />it kills all the cells in u man! <br />i really never expected this... <br />i always thought it'd b a slackin time <br />where i could do anything i like..... <br />but now, i realise otherwise!!! geez. <br /> <br />oh well, its an eye-opener i guess~ <br />call centre call centre.. watever... <br /> <br />just got back from trials.. <br />yea, we conducted the long awaited trials... <br />the response was really good.. especially for the guys'.. <br />plssss... give me some really gd girls..... <br /> <br />btw, the club crawl was a huge success!!! :) <br />yay, baby and i did it man!!! <br />we recruited 200 over ppl, cool ehz... <br />and we were actually so paranoid about it days before... <br /> <br />thats it for now, c ya soon~!! *huGz* to pull me through this 6 long draggy months... <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-4451449?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-43278632001-07-01T08:15:00.000-07:002001-07-01T08:15:12.956-07:00erghz! school starts tomorrow... <br />and im havin damndamn TEP-attachment. <br />sux man, its gon last for 6 whole months, <br />there goes my nov and dec.... !!! <br />whatever... lets just hope i'll pull through it fine... <br /> <br />i've been troubled lately since he told me 'God's lost' <br />i hope you'll tell me whats happenin.. soon.. <br />think its gon b a stressful week <br />as club crawl begins this wed~! <br />preparations & all that crap will just tire us down... <br />and then, the recruitment, the trials will go on for another week <br /> <br />pray we won't forget to smile at the end of the day... <br />and hv a lil time left to snuggle up... <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-4327863?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-42050252001-06-23T04:12:00.000-07:002001-06-23T04:12:47.790-07:00i feel so unimportant! :( <br /> <br />im goin on a cruise tomorrow.. <br />to phuket and langkawi.. <br />i feel like im going to miss someone so much <br />but i really don't know how to interprete his side <br /> <br />i don't wana do anything else in the world <br />except stay in your arms and watch the stars <br />i don't feel a need to do anything at all <br />but hold your hand and last the night, smiling. <br /> <br />im gonna miss u so... <br />and i feel so blue......... <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-4205025?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-38994012001-06-02T10:53:00.000-07:002001-06-02T10:53:59.776-07:00<a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln"></a>forget those sad crap <br /> <br />i just had a wonderful evening with my baby <br />went to fish & co. after novena <br />it was simply awesome.. <br />i smile for you. <br /> <br />we indulged in the most sacred talk <br />the kinda conversation i longed to hear <br />i wish it could go on forever... <br />till the day i turn 27. <br />it's perfect when you know you're the one he's lookin for... <br />and it's beauty when he's the one you're dying for... <br /> <br />may GOD keep our dream alive... <br />& help us in our daily life <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-3899401?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-38993652001-06-02T10:49:00.000-07:002001-06-02T10:49:52.146-07:00haven't had the time to sort out my thoughts.. <br />before i proceed, my operation's been delayed. <br />i don't know how long it's gon keep me waiting, <br />but i just pray it's not gon get any serious. <br /> <br />im exhausted living at my shagged down house <br />i feel so wronged.. <br />and nobody knows <br />if it makes you happy to vent it all on me, <br />u could. <br />if it makes you please to let it out at me, <br />you're welcome. <br />but if you could spare a lil time to feel <br />to even try to know how im hurting <br />i'd be glad.. <br />but i know you wouldn't give a damn. <br />coz if it pleases you, it pleases you. <br /> <br />home's hell at this point, <br />coz you never throw away that biase crap you keep in you <br />im forever the lousier <br />the screwed up kid you bore. <br /> <br />if im supposed to atone, <br />im sorry. <br /> <br />ponder if you could... <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-3899365?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-37124772001-05-20T03:14:00.000-07:002001-05-20T03:14:02.016-07:00i screwed up 2 days!!! a bitch. i just can't keep my stupidity aside <br />it's tiring to be me. imagine irritating the hell outta everyone? <br />what's with me?? <br />all he wanted was for me to wait... <br />but i misinterpreted the 2 events of waiting, <br />how could i be so blunt? and ignorant? <br />now, i silently cry... & wish for forgiveness <br /> <br />i couldn't be more of a bitch, could i? <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-3712477?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-37003772001-05-19T00:02:00.000-07:002001-05-19T00:02:57.266-07:00i just went to the doctors 2 days ago & i found out i've to go for an operation <br />im trying my best to be brave about things... <br />but it's not easy. i don't like the feel of losing control of myself <br />i don't want the world around me to know i'm afraid <br /> <br />but i am... <br />i don't wana anticipate being pushed to the operating theatre. =( <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-3700377?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030388.post-36523132001-05-15T22:48:00.000-07:002001-05-15T22:48:01.616-07:00it's my 1st entry and i'll learn to speak up a little <br />but do not judge & condemn me, do not assume. <br />i won't start this entry with tears flooding, so no worries <br /> <br />peace, im in need of it. <br />the world's too chaotic. won't everyone just calm down? <br />the world will be a better place as long as YOU smile. <br /> <br />i love my baby :) & i'll smile for him. <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.geocities.com/lyndsey_ezekeiln/">::BARE THE NAKED TRUTH::</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3030388-3652313?l=psychosis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sychosishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17570720315609623064noreply@blogger.com